This i What the Lord Says:
"Stand at the Crossroads and Look; Ask for the ancient paths. Ask where the food way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your soul........"
Jeremiah 6 :16
I purposely left the end of this scripture where they all said they refuse to take the path..
Today I had a strong feeling in my inner soul for the lord. It is hard to explain in words. I honestly must say maybe I am in the crossroads that Jeremiah 6:16 was referring to. I started thinking back to where i was and where i am. Now i find myself pondering where am i Going. Am i dong enough as a man of Faith, husband and father. Today the pulling / tugging on my heart led me to think NO! I honestly feel I wrap myself up into myself so much that i am at a distance from my family and god. My mind is constantly thinking on overdrive . I know the path to take, just have to do it. I need to do more, be more. I need to live and love. There needs to be time spent guiding my kids in faith and life. It is passing by so fast. I don't want to miss these moments.
As i think back on all on all i have done with my new cleansed heart and mind I hae so much to mend and make up for. I have made huge steps in my personal healing but feel in my heart i have more to do. I must learn and become a voice for my faith also. I have a great testimony currently in the works, because i am no where near the man i was. God is slowly pealing away the layers of junk that has covered up the depth of my being for so long. The light is starting to shine into the core of my soul. Its warmth is spreading like a wild fire in a dry brush. Hopefully one day soon it will completely consume the dried up dead brush of my past and allow the newness of my life to take root and grow. The road I am on seems to be the right one. It is just making sure not getting off is the priority/ The path is leaning me to a awakening that is full of Grace. Just like the song says " Amazing Grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me!I once was lost but now am found, was blind but now i see"
It was hard to get where i am, but it seems that by the Grace awakening in me the future is going to be so much easier. I Must Do More!!! I Will Do More!!
I am a man who grew up with little faith but found myself lost in MYSELF. It took 31 years for me to come to understand that there is something far great than me out there. It was someone who wanted me even more than I wanted him in my life. His name was Jesus Christ and he Suffered for me Far Greater than i EVER understood.
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